So here is the ease of the Christian life. ALL God’s promises have been fulfilled in the Life of His Son.
The Lord is looking for an eradication of any fear, doubt, worries and anxiety. He wants me to live leaning.
Though I have come open hearted in giving love, my love was not clean. I was looking for Love in all the wrong places and with a wrong motive.
To walk with God, we quickly learn that comprehensive understanding is unattainable. In the mystery of God, I experience great expanse, not limitation.
I have been created as a vessel - simple, hulled out and void, from eternity past, to contain Light.
We admire our post-Fall looks as being truly beautiful but I would like to show how our current beauty is more like the appearance of the spawning salmon.
In the end, the love of most will grow cold. Why? What affects our love to make it run cold?
I can spray lots of perfume on a stinky person and make them smell nicer, but there is no fragrance that can cover the flesh.
If I pinch off the conduit of love for myself, then I can’t be a vessel of delivery to bring it to another. I am called to love myself and to love others.
Experiencing God as loving Father is not the same as understanding Him as the Creator of pleasure.