Batter My Heart – God’s Ways are Not Our Ways


God’s ways are not our ways. His love is often rough and easily seen as cruel. His love batters our hearts until our hearts are completely His. Even after I have committed to love Him, His love still batters my heart. And batter my heart He does, and that is because of His love, not in spite of it.

God’s Ways Are Not Our Ways

A booklet that has really helped me with the strange ways of God is Watchman Nee’s Worshipping the Ways of God. It has been most helpful in my acceptance of the strange ways of God’s sovereignty, those ways that are not our ways. It’s easy to say you accept the ways of God, at least the ways that have been approved of in our good Christian handbooks. But He doesn’t usually confine Himself to our accepted standards. Our God is wild in His love. Think about it, who sends “perfection” to die for “imperfection?” Who offers His Only Begotten Son to redeem those who don’t even acknowledge Him? And as for our three-foot personal space, who batters the hearts of those who do love Him? Our God!

Examples of Batter My Heart

Examples of Batter My Heart
In response to a question about my feelings of John Donne’s Batter My Heart poem, I think Donne met God. He was a man like Brother Lawrence who could say, “I shall never do otherwise, if You leave me to myself. It is You who must hinder my falling and mend what is amiss.” Brother Lawrence was aware of his sins and was not at all surprised by them. “That is my nature,” he would say, “the only thing I know how to do.” When he sinned, he confessed it to God with these words: “I can do nothing better without You. Please keep me from falling and correct the mistakes I make.” After that, he did not feel guilty about the sin. Lawrence and Donne knew their brutal being and the only Source who could keep them.

Another man who knew the rawness of his soul and his need for God to keep him was the Apostle Paul. “For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing” (Romans 7:19). YET “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ lives in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me” (Galatians 2:20).

He Must Batter My Heart

He Must Batter My Heart God's Ways Not Our Ways
Our only hope to reaching our destinies and loving our Beloved is through His very own life. He must come to get me and then keep me there. The good news is that He is up for the job. Donne’s poem is of the actionable efforts by our lovesick God towards us. HE MUST: Batter my heart, o’erthrow me, make me new, divorce me from your enemy, take me, imprison me, enthrall me, and ravish me. These are the most encouraging words for someone as powerless as me. He is the Force of Love to pursue, overtake, and make me His own. And this is no fairytale. It is my eternal reality!

If a man would offer all the riches of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned and despised.
Song of Songs 8:7 AMP


Posted by Nancy
March 21, 2017 at 11:04 am

Thank you John for the love of God shared to all who may listen with the heart and spirit. You like Christ continue to point us to the Father to learn His mysteries. Having had a very violent earthly father it has taken me years to learn and yield to the Father of all. Christ has taught me to run to the Father and oh the mysteries that have been revealed. The love of God that will not let us go. Christ intercedes for us in our trembling and faulty ways of coming to Him, but He brings us. Thank you John for the life of Christ you are sharing with all of us sheep♡

    Posted by John Enslow
    March 23, 2017 at 10:35 am

    Big kisses to you Nancy. Thank you for enjoying this series that so closely tugs at my heart. Your words are true encouragement! All we like sheep go astray but He is the perfect Shepherd who brings us in. Praise God for ever!

Posted by Marsela
March 21, 2017 at 12:36 am

His ways are really strange indeed. How well you said it John ” who sends perfection to die for imperfection ? Who redeems the ones who don’t even acknowledge it. I’m also reminded how He continuously throws “the seed ” His word not on the good ground only, but on the stony one as well… Which farmer in the right mind does that?

But how is it that we marvel at all this, we are amazed and in awe of this kind of generosity, but we are resistant to accept His own choices for us, we are so slow to perceive this kind of generosity… and He has to continually batter and batter our hearts till we “get it”. How stubborn and strong the flesh is, how terribly blind we are. We have zero hope, but for Him. What relentless pursuit, what mercy, what love!

I remember the day, I had already come to Him through a deep repentance, He having battered my heart for some time, but that day I became so awfully aware, my eyes were opened, and standing in my bedroom, I turned my whole body around to look to the spot where He was standing, and weeping I said; You have been here this whole time ( not meaning my bedroom, but with me…) waiting for me…. for You to be my everything. He nodded His head! I said, I’m so sorry Lord, I was so ignorant, so blind…

What a blessedness, when we just like brother Laurence, Donne, Apostle Paul and many others come to see our brutal selves, then we like them have no expectation of ourselves and therefore not disappointment either… Lord, only for your doing, your doing only, only you can! And He does it! Thank you Lord, thank you! How marvelous, how grateful we are!

    Posted by John Enslow
    March 21, 2017 at 9:56 am

    Thank you Marsela! Yes truly thank you Lord, You are able!

Posted by Sandy
March 20, 2017 at 3:58 pm

“His love batters our hearts UNTIL our hearts are completely His.”

Then this is what life is all about! And the battering should come as no surprise to me. But there is one thing that does…

That love and death could be together as one!!
What unimaginable miracle is this that He has done??!

Only True Love could ever carry death in His hands…to bring me to Life!!!!

“Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy is fierce as the grave. Its flashes are flashes of fire, the very flame of the LORD.”
Song os Solomon 8:6 ESV

    Posted by John Enslow
    March 20, 2017 at 7:30 pm

    Beautifully stated, as always! Love ya


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