Fear Not, We Are Already Dead

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The other night I was watching Band of Brothers, an intensely real account of a group of airborne troopers during the preparation, invasion and aftermath of D-Day in Normandy, France. In it, a dialogue took place between Private Blythe and Lt. Spears that absolutely rocked me. Blythe was a terrified young soldier, literally paralyzed in his fear as he begins to confess to Lt. Spears that he had hidden in a ditch after landing in France.

Lt. Spears: “You know why you hid in that ditch, Blythe?”

Blythe: “I was scared.”

Lt. Spears: “We’re all scared. You hid in that ditch because you think there is still hope. But Blythe, the only hope you have is to accept the fact that you are already dead. And the sooner you accept that, the sooner you’ll be able to function as a soldier is supposed to function… All war depends upon it.”

I was stunned. The scenes of war all around these men were absolutely horrifying, but with calm, firm certainty, Lt. Spears spoke the truth: “The only hope you have is to accept the fact that you are already dead.” Already dead. It felt like I had been struck by a bullet myself in that moment and I jumped up and grabbed the remote to replay it over and over. It was a revelation moment for me, a ‘seeing’ moment where I grasped more clearly a reality that has always been.

Fear of Death No More

Fear of Death No More
I so identify with Private Blythe, because hysterical fear and the fear of death have been deep strongholds in me even before I was in touch with those fears. And like Blythe, with that fear came tormenting shame and guilt and bondage. I wanted to be free but was captured by my own self-love and self-preservation.

Galatians 2:20 KJV
I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live…

That is a concept – no, a reality that is so difficult to truly conceive. I often proclaim it, but to grasp it and embrace it and live in its actual reality, well, that’s another matter. But for that moment, watching that movie, it was crystal clear. And I thought, “This is the gospel—the eternal Christ in me living! I am dead. This is essential to victorious warfare and prayer. Accept it. Fear is conquered. I need no longer fear death because I’m already dead!”

We are at War, in The War. It’s taken me my lifetime to really just begin to comprehend that and what that means, let alone accept it and embrace it. Though often I haven’t known it or understood it, I have been in ‘basic training,’ preparation for warfare in prayer. Through every conflict and confrontation, every circumstance He has sovereignly brought, He is sifting and reducing, calling me to that utter death.

Hebrews 2:14-15 NKJV
Inasmuch then as the children have partaken of flesh and blood, He Himself likewise shared in the same, that through death He might destroy him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, and release those who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.

He has solved it. I am crucified with Him. I am already dead. Realizing that is costing every hope I have in myself day by day by day. I have been drafted, and I am no longer my own. AWOL is not an option for me. I am His. I am crucified with Christ and I belong to Another—to Another’s Kingdom, to Another’s vision and rights and purposes. He is my Commander and Chief as well as my Father who loves me and disciplines and chastens me. He laid down His own life to set me free to love Him and to fulfill and ‘function’ in the destiny He has called me to.

I watched as Private Blythe came to the agonizing decision to die, to accept that he was already dead, and to lay down his life and function as the valiant soldier he was called to be…

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Posted by Irene
November 24, 2015 at 7:12 am

Yes! This is Truth!

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Posted by Sam
November 24, 2015 at 4:06 am

Absolutely, Jen. You would be amazed to know how many times He speaks to me through films. He uses EVERYTHING to His own purpose, which is to know the Son.

Thank you commenters!

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    Posted by Sam
    November 24, 2015 at 4:07 am

    Sorry Carole, I mistook you with Jennifer! 🙂

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Posted by Gaby
November 24, 2015 at 2:50 am

This is brilliant, Carole, it is fascinating how He could speak His Truth to one who hears, by a film! And it is the Word of the day!
A few days ago I had a live encounter with that subject when I was riding the Vienna underground. Right beside my seat stood a tall man, obviously Muslim, obviously Salafi by the way He was dressed. He had a cell-phone in his hand, ear-plugs and was listening to something. Nothing uncommon. But after a while I realized how incredibly nervous he was. There was a little space in the train and he would pace five feet up, five feet down, five feet up…. all the time frowning and very concentrated. Well, two days “after Paris” you start to ask yourself what that could mean. And you realize how vulnerable you really are.
The man reminded me to pray the Lord might destroy every evil plans against Vienna.
And still more he reminded me that my life, every second, depends on Him alone. We use to forget that, don’t we? But Europe is at war right now, and it becomes very real. And the most fascinating thing is the peace He gives in that, a Peace the world cannot give. And, yes, this peace I cannot find in MY life, but in HIS life in me! Only!!
“And am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s Love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor or worries about tomorrow – not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s Love…that is revealed in Christ Jesus, our Lord” (Rom 8: 38-39)

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Posted by Frank
November 23, 2015 at 9:37 am

Thank you Carole, so nice to be reminded, once in a while, we are not alone in our stinkin thinking

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Posted by Sue
November 23, 2015 at 5:53 am

OH Carole, the bullet in your post for me was “with that fear came tormenting shame, fear and bondage. I wanted to be free but was captured by my own self-love and self-preservation.’ I choose to be in this reality that I am already dead that I too may be in the Commander’s army, no more hope in myself. Bless you for sharing this wisdom from above, may I trust and believe also that I belong to Another and “function” in the destiny He has called me to. I choose to let go of any lingering vestige of hope in myself.
Thank you dear!!!!!

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