Wormholes

God knows me so completely and the Spirit communicates to me who I am.  The Lord says, “This is who you are, John.”  And if I say, “But God, there’s this hole. There is a hole in Your truth, because this other voice is telling me something contrary to what you say. And look at the evidence that supports it.  I choose to believe the facts that I see.”  This is exalting these beliefs above the knowledge of God, and they become wormholes in my soul.  The enemy can go up these wormholes and hit my heart.  This is where I am open, susceptible, and vulnerable to Satan’s attack.

I have a visual picture of these wormholes in our souls; they are inroads to Satan’s whisper, Satan’s accusation, and Satan’s attack.  They are made from our opinions and assessments of our own selves. It’s where we have sided with Satan against ourselves, making it concrete, making it law, and making it truth.

When you have someone who is roaming the earth under the satanic order, they can go right up that little tube and right to your heart and annihilate you. It’s so crafty. It’s stealth. It’s terrorism. It’s very much like what the terrorists in 9-11 did. They came in by little inroads and inside to the heart of us, and then they could attack us. It’s exactly what Satan does.  And it’s our fault. We are responsible because those are wormholes that we allowed to be established – doors and pathways for Satan to come in and attack us. We believe what he says over what God says. And so Satan can come by whatever vessel he wants and nail our hearts and nail our souls.

Here’s the opposite side of it: not only do wormholes allow Satan to infiltrate me, but they’re also a drain of the Spirit of God. God is pouring into me, and I allow the Spirit to drain out – like a sieve – through holes created from my opinions about myself. “I’m not worthy. I’m not this. I’m not that.” And so it just goes straight out of me, and then I’m left vanquished. Where is the Spirit of God? He just ran straight out of you like a sieve – out of your wormholes, made by your faulty beliefs.

I want literally all of those wormholes to be sealed, cauterized, and irradiated. If there is any outflow, I want it to be pouring out onto someone else, not to the ground.

So my prayer is that Jesus would fill every wormhole in my soul. That He would fill them with something stronger than cement, like iron and steel. That He would literally go into each of my wormholes and seal them forever.  I can hear the accusations of the enemy all day long, but I purpose to believe what God says about me instead.